"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there." — Bob Marley
It wasn't a good day. K had a meltdown today and there was almost nothing I could do to stop it. It broke my heart. They're still exhausted and I can't MAKE them sleep. I am stuck in the hardest imagineable position... I need and should get rid of my dogs. I can't give them what they need because I'm hanging by a thread with everything else, but I believe that taking an animal in should be a lifetime commitment and not just given up lightly. In the end, the family and the kids come first. Problem solved. It just doesn't change the stress that will happen either way. I had a bad, emotional day and it was just made worse. I didn't want to be in the dark and twisty after LAST week being bright and shiny. I guess inconsistency is what's consistent.
I need the vault.
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